I had an interesting conversation yesterday with a woman who was in charge of the testing I had to have done at the hospital. She was young, mid 30’s and so personable that of course, we got to talking. You know how we are put in meet-cutes for a reason, right? Well, this one was meant to be. (OK, correction – I just learned that meet-cutes are for romance. This was not for romance. But it was a friendship connection!)
I won’t bore you with all of the details, but I will share a bit with you as she was concerned about her scars. As you may know, I have many physical scars, having endured more than 15 surgeries thus far. I am not ashamed that the blank canvas I was given at birth is riddled with all types of surgical scars, the most recent being a foot long starting at the top of my ribcage going right down the middle of my chest from open heart surgery a year ago. While the other scars I may be able to somewhat hide, this one is difficult to hide, so I don’t. Why should I when it’s a part of me? It’s part of the history of my broken heart now mended. A testament to being able to shine again and to have overcome, once again, another earthly struggle. It’s also a cautionary tale because I was born with a deformed aortic valve that I never knew existed and it was never picked up during any of my prior surgeries for breast cancer etc.
This woman was having a difficult time with her scar because it felt traumitizing to her. She had disassociated from that part of her body in order to keep going. I understand that happens and once we started talking about it, there was so much to say. So much to listen to that she needed someone to just sit and understand. A caring ear that didn’t judge, but instead got it, because she’d been there. It was such a precious few moments shared and I was so honored that she felt safe enough to talk with me about her feelings and open up. I love when what I’ve experienced can be helpful to someone else’s situation and we can connect.
We ended up hugging a few times which always makes me smile because I am a HUGE HUGGER! I told her that she could reach out to me because my number’s on my paperwork if she wanted to chat again. I have had so many angels in my life who took the time to care about me that I always try to pass it along, because that’s what we do! We connect…we are all humans…that’s just the beginning of the connection.
So today as you’re going about your day, notice those around you. Smile at them. You never know how much a smile can mean to someone else. Listen more than you speak as you will hear the most amazing stories told from those who need a caring friend. Life is short. Make the most of today…
Shine On!
xo