With the uncertainty of life, we let go when we have exhausted all means of control. Sometimes it takes us longer to finally come to the conclusion that there are simply parts of life that we must allow for we cannot stop them. For a planner like me, it’s always felt unacceptable. Searching my brain, I would try to come up with endless ways to make whatever situation better for me, my family, my friends ~ relentlessly trying to improve a situation that I found unacceptable because it was causing someone else or me pain.
But there are times now, after sleepless nights of fret, worry and planning, that I am learning, albeit slowly, to let go and to allow God and the Universe to proceed. What I’ve learned in the wee hours of the morning is to go with the flow, release, let the river take its course and have faith that as long as I can put my head on the pillow in peace, knowing I have done all with a loving heart, there is nothing more I can do.
However, it’s hard ~ this letting go. So I am learning to let go and let God ~ and let Him in.
I think it’s human nature to believe we’ve got this, we can figure it out and make it work. But we forget that there is God, the Universe and the Laws of Attraction who also carry us when we allow them to work their ‘magic’ as well.
Being in the present moment is a life lesson worth learning for me. I am watching my Mom struggle with Alzheimer’s and being in the present moment with her. Sometimes her present moment isn’t ‘reality’ but wherever her brain is at the time. So to honor her, we gather in her present moment and support her, enjoying whatever gifts we can.
It’s a shift of thinking that has taken me a long time to accept and to process in my own brain. However, love is accepting and above all, I love my Mom. So I accept where she is at any given moment. I’ve come a long way baby, but I still have much to learn.
Isn’t that the way life school is anyway? Learn, practice and love?