Appreciation is the highest form of prayer,
for it acknowledges the presence of good
wherever you shine the light of your thankful thoughts.
My Mom shared yesterday that she was begging God to let my Dad live. She said she was didn’t mean to beg Him, but she simply couldn’t just pray as she cannot begin to imagine her life without my Dad. She has been through so much in the last 2 weeks ~ standing like a Beacon of Hope next to his bed all night Thursday night, comforting him when he awakened calling for her. In her stoic way, she never lets on to him that there is anything but hope there and that he will get better. Even when he thinks he is dying and verbalizes it, she keeps her Beacon of Hope shining brightly. It’s all we have at this point.
Our thankful thoughts are our Beacon of Hope and we have many good reasons to be thankful. It’s hard to think about the possibility of my Dad passing without feeling bereft even though I’ve been blessed to have him in my life for so many years. I know from experience that there are many others who have not been blessed with parents as long as AAngel and I have and I continue to be thankful in prayer for all that has been given to us.
Truthfully, I don’t want my Dad to pass, but I don’t want him to live uncomfortably either. But then, it’s not my choice is it? All I can do is continue to be thankful and appreciative for every little and big thing and for every person who is in our lives. I am consciously trusting in God/Universe that what is supposed to happen, happens and that my family and I endure with love.
Family crises’ can bring people closer or tear them apart ~ and as I gratefully write that we three women have bonded together in order to be strong Beacons of Hope and Love to a man who has been Husband, Father and PITA to us all (he’s not a Saint you know ~ and I am a bit irreverent) I know that the above quote fits perfectly today.
Because we were called to the hospital early yesterday morning, I wasn’t able to write my post for the day. In fact, when I awoke early this morning, I wasn’t sure of what I was going to write ~ and then, there it was ~ a quote in my email from a fellow blogger ~ LadyRomp ~ and the above quote and posting took shape. So a heartfelt thanks to Kim @ a-message-from-the-creator-3-2 for her inspiring messages and quotes.
Use your thoughts wisely, be grateful, show your appreciation to your family, friends, loved ones.
Use the Gift of Today ~ The Presents of Presence that is yours.
Be the Beacon of Hope and Gratefulness
Shine your Love Brightly Today.